panorama

Questions are gradually weaving a fine mesh around me. I am feeling lost and mewed in the labyrinth of my own mind. Facing questions has always been a grueling experience for me but seeking answers to pacify (not the world but) myself has been the crucial taxing process. It feels just like you have been asked the 'famous' question of what is mind? I am a mere human being with no newly discovered answer to that. And I am still at that point where I had left myself initially..without any 'answers'.. On second thought, maybe I just rotated in the void enclosing me..Maybe I am still blind to the revolutionary aspect that's staring right at my face..

Knocking into people who 'had been' the part of the jigsaw puzzle of 'your life,' is a brilliant experience. This feeling that am talking about is an amalgamation of surprise, pleasant shock, happiness, love, a rush of excitement and heaven knows what more. A sensation that each one of us would have experienced when we suddenly find a long lost childhood friend or a classmate of the past, a neighbour who had shifted before we came to know them better, a long lost greeting card or letter that we couldn't hold safe..it can be any 'thing' and anyone. The only thing that matters even if we are'tongue-tied' from the jolt, is that we make them realize..what place they held and 'hold' in our life which is so short yet so meaningful due to them..

Earning for myself, being independent; the ultimate sensation when you are finally going with the beat of the world. Splurging money on shopping, fine eateries has never been of priority to me (I think). Dreams which earlier encompassed of everything beneath the sun now adopts the motto of 'sky is no longer the limit.' To me, the word 'salary' now sounds synonymous to dreams, independence, confidence, responsibility, contribution, potential so on and so forth.